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1/07/2011

Did I too much this time????


Hollaaa and hi there…wohooooppss…seem its look like me again in the house…surprise surprise!!!! I’m back…well I guess I’m not ready yet to stop blogging…someone have told me that she will miss my “celoteh” and especially my anger expression throughout my words here…(tipoo tipooo)…hahaha…telling u da truth lah…actually I having a problem with my broadband…I didn’t pay da bills for two month and then it caused me a trouble to get fix with this internet line…and things going bad when this broadband was registered under my brother’s name and more bad now he was at UITM Jengka…(adoiilaaa)…and I’m still wondering till now…why not this happened during he was around…Erkkk…last two days entry??heee I think u can say it as a gimmick lah…don’t want to tell you da true situation here…because I think I don’t need to do that…but luckily my friend Aieyn Md. Yusof has lend me her broadband until  my broadband get well soon…shooottt ( I hope she not put any charge on it)…see!!! That was nice when u have a good friend like her…sharing…caring…and remembering…(eheeemmm don’t forget this 15th Jan…owhh what’s going on with that date…tadaaa its my birthday laaaaa < mahuuuu hadiahhhh>…eheee) ohhh please do remember and do remember okay…(tak malu...tak malu)


When I revised all my entries that I’ve posted here…sometimes I realized…there was no prefect posts that I’ve posted here beside the posts about friendship…I admit that at the early stage when knowing blogging…I do eager to write a story about my failed love relationship compare to the other issues… that’s normal right (maybe for me)…when u get hurt…u trying hard to make people knew how it feel, how hurt you are…how cruel man done to your heart…ohhh please don’t deny this true fact…maybe there was  some peoples who are strong enough ignoring all this kind of shit and pretending that they are okay…and maybe there was some peoples who don’t like someone knew what they have gone through in their pathetic love history. Well I accept it… “Peoples are different”.


I would like to admit…that sometimes I having problems during conduct my ways of writing blog (if you want to do blogging…please do keep your mental and emotion fit and ready to fight back if you’ve been attacking by irritating words (ngeeee ajaran sesat)…I do see it as my enormous problems when I’m talking about my love history…well I would like to stated here… “Writing about your pass didn’t mean that you can’t forget your pass at all…this fucking fact that come out from some screwy peoples totally was objected by me. I’m trying hard to make peoples realized…especially a woman like me…who has gave her full commitment to the one that she loved before, that sometime men are not trustworthy. It makes a sense what!!!…when you write about ur ex-boyfriends or ex-girlfriends…that mean you still can’t forget her and him yet…yes it did!!! It makes a sense for some peoples  that who can’t run from their pathetic history of their relationship…but not for me…aaa aaa.

a picture tells you a thousand words

sometime I’m sharing some bad behavior and jerk attitudes about men in my entries…but others said “ ohhh look, she talking bad about her ex cuz she really hated  him”….haa haa haa...actually I’m trying to make them realized the reality about Casanova but then it turn to be the other ways…I said I’m surrender…I’m done with my pass long time ago…it was my history and through history I learned something valued…and now it was my present time…I opened up my eyes…then I saw a lots of problems that I need to settle it first…looking for a good job…make my family get wealthy and wealthy and wealthy…family trip that will be organize by me someday(raised my eye brow twice)…maybe want bring all my family members to overc  perhaps( knock knock my head….eheee)…and holiday trip with my best buddy…aieyn md yusof, najihah mahfuzah, husna asyiela, ndia Abdullah..and nor hidayah yahya…well gurls do remind me about this promise (ecehhh)…we will go to Korea someday (ngeh ngeh ngeh)

gang...nanti simpan duit banyak-banyak okay...kita akan bercuti ke Korea someday....( credit to Najihah mahfuzah cuz editing this pic...)

furthermore I need to looking at my two little brothers…helping them looking for a good job…good future wife (ehemmm this is too much) owhhh being the elders have a lots of responsibilities…but first things comes first…my future need to be success first…love??? I already have it…I think I just need to do my best for this time and let Allah approve my relationship…if it likes what it was wrote in my fate…soon it will happen. Well I’m not a doctor love…I talk based on my own experiences. I don’t have a single experience in this field…I have a lot of experiences and it ends up with the same things. Some peoples… just first time fall in love…just first time being heartbroken…still did not know how real love means to them…


my advices >>observe…observe and observe…not observe others love story…but your own love story…open up your mind and do experience men which are untrustworthy and experience being a heartbroken for many times and soon you will know why peoples like to wrote about their pass life in their blog…I highlighted it again “wrote about your ex(s) doesn’t mean that you still love him…because it can be..You want “him” realized his own mistake and do not repeat it again to others…it also can be a kindly advices for woman that are easily can be fooled by men (sorry to say...I was there before)…the end



Ps: when I’m eating…I eat well…when I’m playing…I play hard….when I loving someone…I love them with sincerely…when I’m watching television…I watch it with remote control in my hand…bros…it’s time for me to rule the living room…eheee

2 comment dari peminat:

kamisah said...

alamak...ore puteh ler plok...rilek je laa...lain ore lain care dore nak tulih.

Anonymous said...

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