BLOGGER TEMPLATES AND TWITTER BACKGROUNDS

~My FaNs~

4/24/2010

tidak ku pinta jadi sebegini...lol~

saya taw anda akan baca...kalau baca camni jelaaa...maafkan sy menganggu hidup anda, emosi anda....membangkitkan cemburu anda dan perasaan gelisah anda tu...seriously enough..kalau ada yg anda tak puas hati, anda boleh face to face with me...honestly i just can make friend with person that really know how to interact with me...a person can adapt myself in her or his way...im not a superstar, so if u don't have me in ur friendlist..its still ok right?..im start my life here at UKM from 2007, now already 2010, its look like someone have missed my name in their friendlist...hehehe...its funny but i'll understand why its happened. im done with uols....seriously done...so im sorry for da things that i've done...like what akon said..."u can put da blame on me...


 soweyla yek pak cik...eden guno namo pok cik utk wat demo jap...ehehehe

i dont care...i did as long im happy...im not a good girl...doing everything for someone's goods...it just for me...perhaps maybe i've done a sin with someone, i dont know...but i heard someone judge me..judge my attitude, judge my way treating a guy...(they said lor..not mean i admit it)..hehehe....sometimes i thought being silent will be good for me, but bring no good anymore...haishhhhhh. tergerak arini nak bukak personal journal someone...then terasa mcm diri ni yg dimaksudkan...its ok..there's only 10 days to go...i dont want to make myself as a threat for someone...seriously i dont mind people talk behind about me...because they did not know me well...im sorry...let say we back to basic ehhh like we are in July 2007....hahaha....the end~(opssss my anniversary's month with my ex)..ehehehe...shooooottt~

p/s: bile minda aku serabut ngan masalah famili...bila kudrat aku dah tiada...bile emosi aku sangat terganggu...bila kesihatan aku semakin buruk...bila thesis aku semakin mintak cepat diedit...bila kewangan semakin kering...bila diri dijadikan bahan cerita sandiwara dunia....aku terpaksa bagi satu catatan khas utk yg sememangnya akan terasa....bukan niat aku...tapi ianya perlu penyelesaian...dan aku tak rasa aku ada ganggu hidup org...kecuali si dia..weheheehehe=p

6 comment dari peminat:

cokelat lover said...

hohoho...wei..ko kjer ker..
ptt la lm myepi...xnmpk jer..
ko ok x ni wei?
sbr bha..tggl bbrapa hr je ni yer..
hbs ni,hbs la sumanyer...
i noe u r strong gurl..inside and outside..u can bebeh...

Miss Ziela said...

yup2..
becuz u know da truth aite..
its ok...
i'll get it proudly later on...
hehehe...

Anonymous said...

keje??? keje kat ner/keje per?
jom g beli kamera!!! :- Aduka

Miss Ziela said...

erkkk...beli kamera???
jual kamera ke?

Anonymous said...

x jual pun..

Miss Ziela said...

dah tu awk ajak org yg salah ni en. aduka oiiii